Who knows?

I might be doing this because I'm a good friend or the most stupid one. Who knows?

There are times when I know that i'm being a completely stupid person. However, I'm still making feel other people better just for not being a bad friend. I'm tired of this. Why can't I have a day where everybody is just gonna look at me and my feelings? Do I have a heart too? I guess I do. Nobody thinks of me at all.